As I come to the third and final installment of a series of haul posts I am writing, I realized something…
I like writing about makeup more than I like makeup itself.
I still don’t have dreams of becoming a professional writer. I also don’t think I have the skills for that. I just like sitting down and typing. Writing about ‘beauty’ is very therapeutic for me. It allows me to write without having to reveal too much about my personal life.
But I’m starting to become conflicted with the seeming need to continue buying stuff just to keep this blog going. Although right now, I can’t really say that I buy stuff just for this blog. I haven’t even wrote about almost everything I bought the last 4 months. I take full responsibility for my shopping compulsion.
At the back of my mind, I can’t help but think that maybe I subconsciously do not want to quit shopping because I’m going to lose a hobby. I’m not interested enough in other things to be able to write about them as regularly.
Should I start watching tv again? What other hobbies can I pursue? Should I take programming or makeup or writing classes?